About becoming enlightened

Lots more folks are aiming to become more enlightened, more spiritual in the way they conduct their lives.  I worry about that being another way to become less connected to the day to day world and the people who inhabit it with us. Here is a poem from Jill Stein, a favorite of mine who doesn't publish much, because she doesn't want to for some reason or another.  But when she does, her poems are very worth reading. 

The way I know I’m not enlightened

I want to be specific.

Particulars appeal to me

in all their inconvenience.

For instance, I’d rather struggle

with my collapsing body with its poor design

than melt into the glory of the void

and lose my chance

to camp out on the bed beside you,

every night digging up

old cartoons, sitcoms themes,

Ipana toothpaste, Wagon Train,

Zydeco, Wagner, and Leslie Gore

its my party and I’ll cry if I want to...

resentfully succumbing to

that pull to sleep at 2 am.

 

Small comfort we’d be swirling

in that same cosmic soup,

two bubbles aglow in a vast scintillating sky.

Oh no, Its just too big out there.

I might not find you.

I'd rather bump against your separate incarnation

beside me in the darkness,

grumbling about your snoring,

a tugboat bringing me each morning

to the welcoming, familiar shore.

Jill Stein

 

 

Happier holidays

Here's to the joys of global warming.  Not so bad in these early years, if you're not a polar bear or live on a low-lying island.  Here's a pic of something we might see on next Christmas.

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Off to College

You stand so close

fatless gut, lots of curly hair

I stare outside the window

a maple tree

a summer ripe distraction.

A swallow edges down my throat

my jaws clench tight

tin whistles echo in my ears.

I look down at the floor, squeeze back a whine

self-indulgent sorrows

mixed with earnest benedictions for your future.

 

Memories…

Your baby stroller we called Lucy

we amble in the dawn light down our leafy street

underneath the whispers of oaks and maples

I feast upon your sleeping eyelids

follow your breath…

Your white frame bed

at almost sleep time

you beg me for a not too scary tale

of pirates, Inca treasures, hermits’ ghosts

your wide eyes strong and endless

alert to every story turn.

 

Tonight I read this to your mother

in our den made quiet

neater by your absence.

She looked through me

pursed her lips.

I want him home again

so I can put him on the carpet

and just stare at him.

About guns

Some questions:

What keeps the people who support the second amendment from noticing that if everyone has guns (or there are lots of guns) we get more death from guns?  Are they that blind, or is it just their congress people who are so beholden to the NRA?

If its the people in congress, why do they get re-elected?  Are they that slick and awash in money to buy votes or are voters dumb about them?

How come the people who are trying to be the next president would rather posture about the outrageous shortcomings of the current president than offer him some respect, some cooperation and some better ideas.  It's a shame that instead they disrespect the victims by their screaming to get into office.

Why do we not insist on licensing having a gun, like we do with having a car?  We don't prevent car ownership by licensing drivers.  Related to that; why don't we have laws, rules that limit gun owners, like we do car drivers?  If you go through a red light, drive recklessly, you might not be caught but if you are there are consequences.

Stephen Dunn: A poet I recommend

A Postmortem Guide

 

For my eulogist, in advance

 

Do not praise me for my exceptional serenity.

Can't you see I've turned away

from the large excitements,

and have accepted all the troubles?

 

Go down to the old cemetery; you'll see

there's nothing definitive to be said.

The dead once were all kinds---

boundary breakers and scalawags,

martyrs of the flesh, and so many

dumb bunnies of duty, unbearably nice.

 

I've been a little of each.

 

And, please, resist the temptation

of speaking about virtue.

The seldom-tempted are too fond

of that word, the small-

spirited, the unburdened.

Know that I've admired in others

only the fraught straining

to be good.

 

Adam's my man and Eve's not to blame.

He bit in; it made no sense to stop.

 

Still, for accuracy's sake you might say

I often stopped,

that I rarely went as far as I dreamed.

 

And since you know my hardships,

understand that they're mere bump and setback

against history's horror.

Remind those seated, perhaps weeping,

how obscene it is

for some of us to complain.

 

Tell them I had second chances.

I knew joy.

I was burned by books early

and kept sidling up to the flame.

 

Tell them that at the end I had no need

for God, who'd become just a story

I once loved, one of many

with concealments and late-night rescues,

high sentence and pomp. The truth is

I learned to live without hope

as well as I could, almost happily,

in the despoiled and radiant now.

 

You who are one of them, say that I loved

my companions most of all.

In all sincerity, say that they provided

a better way to be alone.

                                                                                    Stephen Dunn

Night Cruller

In their bedroom he and she

would lay still and quiet

on their chosen sides

until they dropped into their sleep

 

surrendered to their wheezing

cover wrestling

perhaps a snort

preceding mid-sleep interruptions

 

lurching to the bathroom in a trance

learned long ago

ending when he’d edge

politely back onto his chosen side

 

except this night

he lifts the cover

slow and careful

creeps across the great divide

 

feels her, bites her shoulder

soothes it with his lips

wiggles closer

then voila she wiggles back.

 

Without a word they

twist their bodies into one

this giant cruller

silent in their haven…

 

He whispers close into her ear

You are my food, my just dessert.

How clever, he smiles to himself

thinks she must be smiling too.